Short vlog.... Very busy day.... Check in 💖
Nov 8, 2018
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pXiIoLbAbmc

this is my story and welcome to it
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everything in between because today I
did not at all it is six o'clock and I'm
just no on my camera I Ollie had to be
out of the house at 6:30 this morning
because he was going to the car option
and so Jerome are woke up at 7:00 which
then once he's awake the whole
households awake there is no no and
nobody can sleep once he's awake so I
got up and started cleaning and you guys
I didn't get done until four o'clock
this afternoon I am so tired and I can't
find my phone tripod that's why I didn't
record while I was cleaning and yes I
went I put some nails on and completely
forgot to even record I'm like oh my
gosh I mean you're on a roll you are on
a roll so next ones which these only
last for a couple of days so I'm not too
worried about it
I'll record my next ones I'll remember
anyways but yeah I literally literally
like did not do any vlogging today and I
am so surprised but I kept telling
myself I needed to check in with you
guys and then I would start finding
something else I needed to do when Oh
so last night Olli made shrimp and fish
for dinner
and as he was putting it away he spilled
the so like he cooks the shrimp but he
makes like a soup out of it and it's oh
my gosh it's so good but as he was
pouring it he I don't know what he did
but he dropped something and there went
the juice all over the floor
oh let me tell you so that's sort of my
cleaning spree last night because we had
to mop and stuff the floor but then I
redid most of the work to date anyways
for the second time and then I did let's
see I did four loads of laundry and two
loads of dishwasher dishes I gave both
the babies baths
i vacuumed up all the floors let's see
what else did I do I just did a little
of everything like I feel like every
room I would go into I would get it
completed and then the two babies would
go in and Thresh so the nine go back I
would redo it oh then me and oli were
sitting here cuz he came home so we were
talking about the day and stuff and
Jeremiah comes around the corner and is
like mom your chairs not working and we
just paid $150 for my chair to get fixed
and somehow I don't know how but somehow
Marah was playing on it and snapped it
yeah my chairs a thousand dollar chair
I've had that thing since three weeks
before I gave birth to her I have had
that chair and that is my chair I sleep
in every single night since I had her
and so I am like literally sitting here
having like anxiety on what am I gonna
do tonight because I cannot sleep on a
bed because to sleep on a bed on my flat
back like on my back I can't because it
does something to my my lower part of my
back and it will be so bad I won't be
able to walk for a couple of days if I
even try and sleep in a bed so that's
why I sleep in my chair because it helps
me with my back and that is for any
causes hospital beds humba anything I
cannot like when I'd have to go and like
have like my ultrasounds and stuff done
they always had to prop me up because if
I lay for too long on my back
you oh you will not get me up because I
will be hurting so bad so I don't know
what I'm gonna do I don't know I was
like well I can try it in here because
I've lost enough weight that I probably
I mean I know I can get in here and I
know it would be fine I'm pretty sure
but it's like I'm so nervous like us
because I haven't done it for so many
years that I guess it's just a thing of
trying it and seen if it's gonna work I
guess we're gonna find out because
Mama's gonna have to do something so
yeah that was a that was enjoyable that
was exciting and then what else I think
that was it I was gonna tape a craft
corner but I didn't get a chance and
I'll he didn't go home soon enough so I
was just like nevermind I'm not gonna do
it tonight cuz it's already a little bit
too late so I was like well I'll just
you know you know long hair and it's a
black hair name my hair goes all black
um anyways so oh it's right there I'm
crazy it that's like a big a one block
here oh it looks black to me yeah get
down here um anyways so I now tomorrow
tomorrow I don't know what all we have
planned I don't think we really have
much plan but I do want to get out of
the house so I'm sure we'll find
something to do and that's it I wasn't a
lot of excitement today not really noise
see
I did a midday or a midweek or whatever
you want to call I did a midweek
weigh-in and I was so excited I didn't
record but I did a midday week we oh my
gosh if I could talk mid week day weight
in and it says that I'm down six pounds
since Saturdays so I'm really excited
but we'll see what it says on Saturday
that's my day that really counts I've
done really good today I've drank
nothing but water and then the zero
calorie tea so I've been trying to keep
myself very hydrated I've been using the
restroom a lot which is telling me that
I'm getting a lot more in that is better
for me my leg is doing so much better so
so so much better it's not even tinder
anymore it's still a little bit swollen
but it's not bad and I think that's it
for today I had for dinner I had talked
about I did at a Taco Bell taco salad it
was funny cuz I had him get me a taco
salad and one bean burrito which before
when I D talked about oh my gosh you
guys I would get like four and five and
about four or five items and now I
couldn't even eat the burrito all I was
able to get in was the salad and that
was it because if I tried to eat any
more I probably would've made myself
sick so for sure for sure I did not eat
any more than the taco salad and so I'm
doing a what I eat in a day vlog as well
so I will get that up for you guys to
see what all I eat in a day don't think
there was much more to do I do need to
go to the post office and get the wreath
milled out I am so so sorry that I have
same routine as my other one but this
time I was sick
but I will get that out to the post
office tomorrow so that should be out
and I will contact and let you know that
the wreath is on its way
and tomorrow hopefully will be a longer
vlog like I said today was a really
short one because I really I did not do
any vlogging today just because there
was so much I was trying to do and I
honestly have no clue where my phone
holder is I have no idea it's in this
room somewhere but where god only knows
honestly my husband must be singing
someone's singing do you ever do that
like when you're in like mid talk all of
a sudden you hear something you're like
I'm guilty uh
but anyways so yeah today is a short
vlog I am so sorry you guys I wish I had
more to put out there I might add a
craft to this video to give you guys
something else to look at um but yeah
because I don't I don't have nothing
else to do so I'm gonna go ahead and
close this vlog so that way I can go
take a shower
and take a few minutes to myself before
I have to figure out my sleeping
arrangements good times good good times
so anyways I hope you guys all took care
of yourselves and um continue to stay
with me and HAP and be understanding I'm
so sorry I feel like such a failure to
you guys right now because you know my
vlogs have just been so lately and I
don't want them to be that way and I
feel so bad
so please please be patient I am trying
to get back to square where I can you
know start doing things I'm really
hoping probably starting Monday's and I
want to do it too soon I have a doctor's
appointment on Friday at 4:30 so I'll be
able to check with my daughter's
daughter check with my doctor to see how
things are going and if I can get back
to working out if I can
and we will start working out again and
my goal is so today when I weighed and
again this does not count for Saturday's
way and so I'm not saying if it's a win
or a lose for sure
but my goal is because I weighed today
and I was 437 so I have 37 pounds to
lose before January 1st so that I will
actually know 38 pounds because I want
to be out of the 400s by January 1st
that's what I'm holding on to that is my
goal I need you guys to hold me to this
this is gonna be fun challenge and
whoever else wants to join let me know I
think this would be really fun like set
yourself your goal and then let's start
a challenge from here until January 1st
and we can all check in with each other
on comments and stuff but that is my
goal is to be under 400 pounds by
January 1st so to do that I absolutely
have to lose 38 pounds I believe I can
do that in I think it's eight weeks and
in eight weeks if you divide that it's 5
pounds a day so our 5 pounds a week I
can do that with some really big
dedication and exercise it can be done
and that's exactly what's gonna happen
we are going to meet that goal so I am
so so so so excited to start this one
and do it so starting tomorrow I will
start the the well no well I don't want
to start with 437 being my weight so my
my starting weight it's not gonna be
until Saturday just because that's but
but either way no matter what starting
tomorrow I'm gonna really start being
very very strict on what my eating
points are like my eating structure and
then as soon as I get the okay for my
doctor to start doing exercise then I
will pick up my exercising but my I'm
setting that goal I have to be under 400
pounds by January first and if I do that
I'm gonna ask my husband what is the
thing that I get to get in order to make
that my
your goal so yeah I'm excited but
anyways over at you guys I am gonna
close this vlog now so I can go take a
shower and go check on my kid because I
think my daughter might have fell asleep
and if she did I'm going to scream cuz I
mean she's gonna be up all night tonight
thanks to Danny anyways alright you guys
I hope you guys enjoyed take care you
guys
I will check in with you guys tomorrow
for sure bright and shiny until then you
guys sweet dreams bye bye
